You are missed more and more everyday!!! We love you our Heavenly Angel...

_{^{HAPPY 2ND BIRTHDAY}}

_{^{OUR SWEET BABY HAILEY!!}}

_{^{WE LOVE AND MISS YOU SO VERY MUCH...}}

THANK YOU MY ANGEL FRIEND,PATRICIA....

THANK YOU LINDA!!! XOXOXO

  

   

THANK YOU SO VERY MUCH, Patricia/mom To John Ermatinger, THIS IS SO SPECIAL TO ME!


THANK YOU SO MUCH,Patricia, Mom To John Ermatinger 





THANK YOU SO MUCH, CHRISTINE...XOXO




HELLO OUR SWEET ANGEL HAILEY... WE MISS YOU BABYGIRL AND IS GOING TO BE REALLY HARD THIS CHRISTMAS WITHOUT YOU... WE KNOW YOU ARE WATCHING OVER US AND SPRINKLING YOUR ANGEL LOVE OVER US ALWAYS... WE WOULD DO ANYTHING TO HAVE YOU HERE! I BOUGHT A GIFT FOR YOUR COUSIN MALANA IN YOUR MEMORY... YOU TWO WERE ONLY 2 MONTHS APART, SO I KNEW YOU WOULD LOVE THAT ROCKING HORSE AND I KNOW YOU WOULD BE HAPPY THAT I BOUGHT IT FOR HER BECAUSE SHE IS GOING TO HAVE SO MUCH FUN ON IT!!! I CAN JUST PICTURE YOU TWO PLAYING ON IT TOGETHER... WE ALL LOVE YOU OUR HEAVENLY ANGEL, NOW AND FOREVER YOU ARE MISSED...  HAVE FUN PLAYING WITH ALL THE ANGELS IN HEAVEN CELEBRATING OUR JESUS'S BIRTHDAY. I HAVE BEEN BLESSED TO HAVE MET SOME OF THEIR MOMMYS AND DADDYS AND THEY ALL ARE SO LOVED AND MISSED ALSO... WISHING YOU WERE WITH US BABY.... WE LOVE YOU...XOXO









Wishing You a Wonderful Season
filled with Heavenly Peace alone
and the Warmth of God's Presence
in Your Heart and Home.
with Love
from
Vanessa Family
xxxx

((THANK YOU SO MUCH))






((THANK YOU SO MUCH, Janeane Bricker Brandons Mom ))






                      


" I'm Spending Christmas with Jesus this Year"

I see the countless Christmas trees
around the world below
with tiny lights like heaven stars
reflecting on the snow

The sight is so spectacular
Please wipe away that  tear
For I'm spending Christmas
with Jesus Christ this year

I hear the many Christmas songs
That people hold so dear
O', the sounds of music can't compare
with the Christmas choir up here.

For I have no words to tell you
of the joy their voices bring
for it's beyond description
to hear the angels sing.

I know how much you miss me,
I see the pain inside your heart.
but, through our memories so dear..
We're never far apart.

I can't tell you of the splendor
or the peace here in this place
Can you just imagine Christmas
with Our Savior.......face-to-face.

I'll ask him to light your spirit
As I tell him of your Love.
Then I'll pray for 'One another'
As you lift your eyes above.

So please let your heart be joyful
and let your spirit sing
for I'm spending Christmas in heaven
and I'm walking with the king.









   












          







                 


    


         

  





 









   
















                











         

    


   


















Please go to this website and sign our petition to help our baby's:
www.ipetitions.com/petition/HaileysLaw 


This memorial website was created in the memory of our loved one, Hailey Stolz who was born in Manteca, California on April 28, 2006 and passed away on August 22, 2006 . We will remember her forever.She was a beautiful baby girl.  Our lives will never be the same without her. I smell her cloths still to this day because i miss her smell...She loved to take her baths..She always splashed her hands down on the water and would smile away!! She loved sitting on her daddys lap and play poker with him on the computer. In the morning when she would wake up, I would peak over her crib to see her and she would see me and start kicking her feet in excitment to see me..I will miss that every morning..She is our little angel now in Heaven watching over us. Those of you who dont know, but her middle name spells Heaven backwards and when you add the Lea to it, it is Heavenly..Its kinda crazy how things work out ..I miss you our Heavenly Angel...












THANK YOU SO MUCH, JUDIE... MOM TO ANGEL CRAIG SMART...XOXO




It feels like only yesterday I heard the news,
I remember so clearly my family in the pews,
The tears streaming down my face,
Her little dress made of lace,
The face of an angel,
She was only a child,
Her eyes so free and wild,
In memory of her I will sit in silence,
On the day she passed away,
One year ago...
It feels like only yesterday. 





Pennies from Heaven
I found a penny today
Just laying on the ground,
But it's not just a penny
This little coin I've found.

Found pennies come from heaven,
That's what I've been told,
By Angels watching over us
From their clouds of gold.

When an Angel thinks of you
They toss a penny down,
Sometimes just to cheer you up
To make a smile from your frown.

So don't pass by that penny
When you're feeling blue,
It may be a penny from heaven
That an Angel's tossed to you.

"In God We Trust" is not a phrase
Just printed on a penny,
It's something to remember
When your troubles seem like many.

So when you're down and it seems
Your life has a blue tint,
That penny on a sidewalk
May be truly "heaven-cent."





I Dreamed Last Night of Heaven 

I dreamed last night of Heaven
As I followed you there
I felt your presence, heard your heart,
I almost touched your hair.

I remember crying
Just because I missed you so
Though I was right behind you
I didn’t want you to go.

I begged for a reminder
To help me see your face
A thing to hold and touch
But it left an empty place.

I looked for you in everything
I asked for you by name
I know that you were with me there
I’ll never be the same.

I dreamed last night of Heaven
I ache for one more glimpse
Of the love I felt while near you
And the beautiful heart I miss.






To My Sister  

You were taken from us so suddenly
This I'll never understand
How I wish to see your face, or touch your little hand

I'll never know the reason why God took you in this way
I can only hope to see you where you are someday

If I could have been there that day,
I'd do all that I could to save you and protect you.
But God had other plans and wanted only you

I know that you are with me, all the time, in fact
But I can't help feeling how desparately I want you back

If you ever want to see me, or reach out in some way
Always remember, Hailey, I'm just a thought away










FROM YOUR HEAVENLY ANGEL...
Daddy's Little Girl

You're the end of the rainbow, my pot of gold,
You're daddy's little girl to have and hold.
A precious gem is what you are,
You're mommy's bright and shining star.

You're the spirit of Christmas, my star on the tree,
You're the Easter bunny to mommy and me.
You're sugar you're spice, you're everything nice,
And you're daddy's little girl.

You're the end of the rainbow, my pot of gold,
You're daddy's little girl to have and hold.
A precious gem is what you are,
You're mommy's bright and shining star.

You're the treasure I cherish so sparkling and bright,
You were touched by the holy and beautiful light.
Like angels that sing a heavenly thing,
And you're daddy's little girl.

You're the treasure I cherish so sparkling and bright,
You were touched by the holy and beautiful light.
Like angels that sing a heavenly thing,
And you're daddy's little girl.


Angel Babies
Angel Baby, when you tiptoed into my life,
I knew it was only for a while,
And just the thought of you, my darling,was enough to make me smile.
When the angels came for you, I could hardly bear for us to part,
But I knew they would keep you safe, forever loved, and within my heart!!!
WE LOVE YOU OUR BABY HAILEY




Thank You so much Linda, JB's mom...





Thank You so much Linda, Hailey and I are Blessed to have you for a friend...




















  Dear Hailey

I can't believe it's been 6months,so fuzzy and so unclear,
Since I had to come home alone,without my baby near.
I wish I could turn back the hands of time,
If I could,I would, definitly hit rewind.
It feels just like yesterday,
When I had to leave you so cold and gray.
I wanted to hold you and never let go,
To kiss you and make you warm and watch you grow!
To see your beautiful blue eyes light up the night,
I don't understand why it was my baby Hailey's time to go,
But Jesus has a plan, He does, He told me so.
I love you my Heavenly Angel, from your head to your toes,
My heart aches without you, but I try not to let it show.
For I have to be strong for your sisters,
Because they just don't understand,
If there was a rock big enough to hide me,
I would crawl under it in the sand.
Before I end this note to you,
I just want you to know,
I love you so much sweet heart,
And I will be good so I can see you again to hold!
Jesus will hold my hand through this and help me understand.
I will again sing you a lulliby,
and kiss your cheeks so sweet.
But until it's my time to come to Heaven,
Earth is where I will be.... 

   I love you for ever and always!
    Your brokenhearted mommy

 









MY CHILD

On the day God took you
I thought that I would die
I wondered where the time went?
I asked alot of whys??
With people all around me
I felt alone inside
From all their words of comfort,
I couldn't seem to hide,
I thought I might be dreaming
That I'd wake and find you here,
I thought "This can't be happening."
As I wiped another tear.
On the day that you were laid to rest
My heart broke yet again,
I wondered if the pain would end,
But mostly, I wondered when??
It's hard to be without you,
At times the days seem long,
Sometimes I just sit crying,
When there's really nothing wrong.
I wish we'd had more time,
Before your life was done.
I hope your resting peacefully,
My precious one

unknown


























IT HURTS US TO KNOW THAT PEOPLE CAN TALK DOWN ON US AFTER ALL WE ARE GOING THROUGH.

TO FIND YOUR CHILD, LIFELESS, WOULD CHANGE YOUR WORLD TOO!

MAYBE WE HAVE CHANGED, WE DONT TALK AS MUCH, MAYBE WE HAVE MORE DISTANCE,

BUT TRUST ME, LOOSING A CHILD, WOULD CHANGE YOU TOO, IN AN INSTANCE...

WE WISH WE COULD CHANGE THAT DAY, THAT OUR HAILEY IS STILL HERE, THAT WE WOULD WAKE UP, AND THAT DAY DISAPEAR...

ITS SO HARD TO HOLD A CONVERSATION OR TO JUST PICK UP THE PHONE TO SAY HELLO,

ITS SO MUCH EASIER TO SAY, JUST LEAVE ME ALONE...

HAILEYS BEEN GONE OVER A YEAR NOW, BUT IT IS STILL SO HARD,

IT FEELS LIKE WE JUST KISSED HER, AND HELD HER, AND HAD TO SAY GOODBYE...

NOBODY KNOWS THE PAIN WE FEEL, AND FOR YOU TO SAY WE HAVE CHANGED,

YES, WE HAVE, GOOD AND BAD,

AND RIGHT NOW WE DONT FEEL THE NEED TO EXPLAIN...

BUT WE STILL KEEP YOU IN OUR PRAYERS, EVEN THOUGH YOU CANT SEE,

JESUS GAVE US OUR HEARTS SO BIG, TO STILL LOVE THE GREEDY...

I HOPE THIS POEM OPENS YOUR EYES AND DOESNT CAUSE ANY PAIN,

YOUR STILL OUR FAMILY AND FRIENDS, AND WE LOVE YOU STILL THE SAME!!!












Hi Daddy Hi Daddy, its me,

Your baby girl in the sky.

Won't you tell me Daddy, Why does my mommy cry?

Doesnt she know I'm happy here,

Heaven's a beautiful place Oh, how it hurts me, Daddy

To see tears streaming down Mommy's face.

Daddy, tell her I'm much better here,

Jesus fixed my heart. But when I see mommy crying, It just about tears it apart.

I know it hurt you both, Daddy, When Jesus took me away.

But you and mommy remember, We'll be together again someday.

I can't wait to hug you, I never got the chance before. When its time for you to come, I'll be waiting at heavens door.

Then you'll both understand, Jesus knew where I needed to be.

What a marvelous place to live, Just wait and you both shall see.

Please let my Mommy know, Daddy,

That I heard every word she said. And I remember her softly kissing me As I lay cuddled in her arms.

Just one more thing Daddy, Before I have to go, I love you both very much And just wanted you to know.

Unknown 


                        









My Dad is a Survivor

My dad is a survivor too
which is no surprise to me.
He's always been like a lighthouse
that helps you cross a stormy sea.

But, I walk with my dad each day
to lift him when he's down.
I wipe the tears he hides from others;
He cries when no one's around.

I watch him sit up late at night
with my picture in his hand.
He cries as he tries to grieve alone,
and wishes he could understand.

My dad is like a tower of strength.
He's the greatest of them all!
But, there are times when he needs to cry...
Please be there when he falls.

Hold his hand or pat his shoulder...
And tell him it's okay.
Be his strength when he's sad,
Help him mourn in his own way.

Now, as I watch over my precious dad
from the Heavens up above...
I'm so proud that he's a survivor...
And, I can still feel his love. 









This poem felt so good when i read it...I miss you sweet angel...


"A baby asked God"

A baby asked God, "They tell me you are sending me to earth tomorrow, but how am I am going to live there being so small and helpless?"
God said, "Your angel will be waiting for you and will take care of you."
The child furthers inquired, "But tell me, here in heaven I don't have to do anything but sing and smile to be happy."
God said, "Your angel will sing for you and will also smile for you. And you will feel your angel's love and be very happy."
Again the child asked, "And how am I going to be able to understand when people talk to me if I don't know the language?"
God said, "Your angel will tell you the most beautiful and sweet words you will ever hear, and with much patience and care, your angel will teach you how to speak." "And what am I going to do when
I want to talk to you?"
God said, "Your angel will place your hands
together and will teach you how to pray."
"Who will protect me?"
God said, "Your angel will defend you even if it means risking its life."
"But I will always be sad because I will not see you anymore."
God said, "Your angel will always talk to you about Me and will teach you the way to come back to Me, even though I will always be next to you." At that moment there was much peace in Heaven, but voices from
Earth could be heard and the child hurriedly asked, "God, if I am to leave now, please tell me my angel's name."

"You will simply call her, "Mom."